Thoughts for the day

Music

I’m lucky enough to be friends with the very talented Mark Cope.  So I thought I would share the love and show you one of his video’s.

Laters,

Chalkster

It’s Been Nearly a Year

Since Cannes and so much has happened and not happened. The shame is I will not be going this year, which of course I should be were it not for being behind on the project, which is now making me sick.  I look back on everything and whilst it’s been a steep learning curve I really cant see any reason or explanation for why vertically nothing has happened.I spend most of my time feeling sick about the whole thing.  The worst time of course is when I go to bed and my mind lights up like a Christmas tree.  I run all the scenarios in my head, worry about how I can get through the next month and hope that something will have happened over night to change everything.  Of course this never happens.

Of course it’s going to happen

That’s not really in question, and  I’m sure in some respect the project will be stronger for the water that passes and the knowledge that comes with time spent, time wasted and time well used. It’s just sometimes I feel so helpless and sometimes I feel like I should have trusted less and done more myself.  It’s no joke that this is said to be the hardest business in the world to get into.  Whilst I suspect its not entirely true, it certainly has its pitfalls and a hat-full of severe lessons for all to learn.

So Mentally

For me it all starts again today.  I’ll spend half an hour in the shower getting my good head back on and work from there.  Hey, we’ll all look back and laugh at how this all happened and the fabulous journey?  Perhaps not then.

Laters,

Chalkster